Brain Turbulence
It is tough to have so many goals and aspirations resting on your mental when your anxiety/depression is always doing the most. The worst symptom of my mental illnesses has to be the restlessness throughout the entirety of my day. I can’t stay focused on one task for the life of me sometimes because of my restless, cluttered mind. My brain feels like it has a cracked out hamster running on a wheel nonstop to power my entire body, and this poor hamster is dehydrated.
When you don’t take enough time to really nurture and care for yourself it can catch up to you. The lack of self-care leaves me drained after a long day because I am basically running on empty all day. Zero self-care throughout the day means I am running on empty trying to complete tasks that are important to me. Being at my job and even being at home is tough sometimes because my restless mind is running so fast I can’t concentrate on anything.
I can’t even sit down to watch one episode of any tv show because my restless mind has manifested a short attention span in myself.
All in all, being an ambitious bitch with anxiety can be tough, but push on my fearless queens so this world can continue to glow from our presence🌈
